Thursday, August 4, 2011

Trusting


What choice do have in trusting God? A leak in our front bath tub costing five thousand dollars to repair and reconstruct, a plumbing leak in the line in our front yard that costs two thousand dollars, my car creates the aroma of burning rubber and every light on the dashboard comes on... All of this, not to mention many other personal issues...

I really don't believe that I am somehow special. When I talk with other folks in the real world I hear tragic stories of cancer, babies dying,drug addiction,broken marriages,jobs lost,dishonest buisness people and families praying for their children to make wise healthy decisions in life.

The Bible tells be that if God is for me than who can be against me... The way I see this in the very practical/spiritual, living out of day to day is this. The storms around me NEVER end. Don't get me wrong, I do have good days but in my head and my awareness, there is always a burden/storm on the horizon. So far the most healthy thing I have found is my faith in the One that thought of you and me and all of these storms before the creation of this world. My creator changes the way I experience life, the fun happy days yes but especially the ordinary painful, frustrating,heartbreaking days. They have purpose and give me meaning and add to my focus on what IS right and good in this moment! I then have some joy and hope to share with YOU! Blessing...

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

We Can Judge or We Can Love


Today at our community lunch, a woman handed me a piece of paper that we take prayers requests on. She shared with me that she very much felt a call to find a church home but hated the thought of being judged. As the conversation grew her warm brown eyes filled with tears. She spoke of anxious thoughts, fear, shame and the need to have acceptance...

I told her about how grateful I am that God did not wait until I got my act together before I was blessed with His full to rim love! She said that it's so hard and I totally understand that. One thing that I have worked on within myself for a number of years is truley understandeing that what "others" think of me is none of my buisness. I'm called to love... Many times my mind will believe the world around me but all the while LOVE/ my Creator is drawing me to grace and complete acceptance of others and myself in view of who we are as Gods' children.

Not one single day goes by when I am not challenged to love unconditionally. Sometimes it's a beautiful thing and other times it can be very ugly. The only reason I can forgive myself for failing is the grace and love that I have been shown.

Please pray with me, that this beautiful soul finds a community where she can really be encouraged to grow and remember who she was created to be!